My sponsor has me writing my first amends to myself. And it's hard. It's awful.
Dear Self, I am sorry that I kept you in denial, and led you to believe that your shitty relationship was actually perfect. Suxorz! Sorry! Just glad you didn't get AIDS or The Herp! Sincerely, Me.
letgoletgodletgoletgod
There is so much to make amends for. It seems endless. It seems like I need a week off in a cabin in the woods with nothing to do but write an amends letter to myself.
What would it be like to not carry around all of this hurt and pain?
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