I've gone and done it again.

Oh shizz, I've gone and done it again. I went back to {City} for my friend's wedding. I'd asked my friend W to be my plus one. W and I ended up going out to museums, to a play, and out clubbing a few days before the wedding. Just as friends. He tells me all about the girls he's dating, and I just laugh because I am far too canny to get mixed up with that. Fast forward a few days later and we're dating. Jesus Christ. This is a guy who drinks all the time and tells girls in bars that he's a douchebag. Way to pick a winner, me.

I fly home and we trade sweet cute emails all day. Then he emails me and says he's asked out a friend of mine, but "just as friends."

Wow, I am such a codependent! Thank god, I have a program! I was able to say do what you want, I ask you not to, but if you're going to, then you and I need to not flirt or talk for a while.

He's a fixer-upper! Oh jeez. I totally saw this coming. Now I keep checking my email. The friend emailed me too. Um, so this is awkward!

Let go let god.